AND

I feel so stifled in this little hick ass town.

and so I drink way to much most weekends

trying to forget where I am

and I cook elaborate dinners

that I never want to eat

thou my waistline doesn’t reflect that

and I go to my job where everyone hates to come

but we all do

and spend 75% of our time bringing negativity to the office

and the kids feel it and feed off it

and curse

and fight

and deal with their own existence

mothers who have given up

fathers who are non existent

and new boyfriends who are glad they are in detention

and we wonder why they fight

to the death

well I don't

maybe because I'm the counselor

who needs a counselor

and maybe an antidepressant

and so I smoke when I should stop

exercise...I think not

but I'm mad at Beyonce

why?

because she does and I won’t

and.....